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[13 Sep 2005|06:16pm] [ mood | UGHH ] [ music | interpol-the new. ] today was long. i have a headache, and i feel like shit. i'm tired of pretty much everything. shit is getting to me, i feel on edge ALL of the time, and it's getting annoying. i feel like crying at any given time during the day, for no particular reason. i'm mean to everyone around me, becuase.. i can be, i guess. i NEED to get out of this hell-hole of a town, soon. or mix shit up with some change, who knows, everything has been the same old story for so long now. i'm just tired of it all. i don't think things are working out anymore. http://www.livejournal.com/users/thefigureeight/ NEW LIVEJOURNAL. add it or don't, i don't care. it's friends only, so i can write what i want! 1 ♥ loud and clear

[12 Sep 2005|02:36pm] hung out with kyle and jake last night, i got a BADASS monster coloring book, i'm excited for it. we've decided you can't get kicked out of wal-mart, it's too hard. HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAAHA. oh and the valley plaza has a posting of rules, cool huh? so this one time, i didn't say something to START this bullshit drama. FUCKING START WORLD WAR THREE AND SHIT, WTF. i'm down with morgan. LEAVE ME OUT OF IT, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT, I DON'T CARE, WHAT'S IT GOING TO MATTER IN A YEAR. I DON'T want to ANYTHING, ANYONE has to say. personally, i'd rather be oblivious to EVERYTHING AROUND ME. and I WON'T keep your fucking secrets, I QUIT. thanks. ANYWAY, i had a good night last night. got a 100% of my math test, SWEET. loud and clear

[11 Sep 2005|06:06pm] i have a huge headache. i need to clean my room, and study for econ. i can't wait until october, i LOVE the weather, it's the ONLY enjoyable weather in bakersfield. i'm excited for it. i love youuuuuuuu 1 ♥ loud and clear

[10 Sep 2005|02:37pm] i like the fact that i've met new people. i hung out with my older brother last night, went to the bhs shs game, hahahahahahahhaha. nothing tonight just babysitting. hanging out with my buddy tomorrow, probably. 1 ♥ loud and clear

[08 Sep 2005|03:52pm] my room is disgusting, usually it doesn't gross me out, usually i could care less, but it's absolutely NAS-TY. i think i'll clean it soon. fuck this livejournal. i like the feeling of being organized. 2 ♥ loud and clear

[07 Sep 2005|11:12pm] all that STUPID SHIT from yesterday, is gone. i got a break from school, although i was at another school, and was BORED OUT OF MY MIND, it was better then going to class for the most part. ily :] 2 ♥ loud and clear

[06 Sep 2005|10:44pm] my kitten pissed in my bed. i've been letting everything get the best of me. i am SICK of trying. I QUIT. 2 ♥ loud and clear

[05 Sep 2005|11:57pm] back to school. i have a feeling,i am going to be tired tomorrow. loud and clear

[04 Sep 2005|07:01pm] Tilly cat died. :[ it's just been a bad weekend overall. let's get fucked up tonight. 4 ♥ loud and clear

[03 Sep 2005|04:35pm] someone has a date tonight 1 ♥ loud and clear

[02 Sep 2005|09:05pm] Leo July 22 - August 22 One disadvantage of attics is that so much junk tends to get stored up there. Today is the day for you to clean house. You've been putting this off long enough and now must face the dust and debris of your own personal attic. Whether it's emotional messes that need cleaning up or business matters that beg to be attended to, know that you will be hurting yourself and your future prospects if you delay any longer. hahahhahahahaha. my stomach burns 1 ♥ loud and clear

[01 Sep 2005|09:24pm] beforeafter this is heart wrenching. :[ 5 ♥ loud and clear

[31 Aug 2005|09:25pm] Leo July 22 - August 22 There is no question about it, dear Leo, change is in the air! Perhaps you cannot feel it because you have allowed yourself to become bogged down in despair. You can't help but wonder if you will ever attain your goals. Well, take heart. The times they are a changing, as Bob Dylan says. You just need to wait a bit longer. In the end, it doesn't matter how long it took to get there, only that you arrived! word yes i fucking read those, only when i check my mai. this is pretty true. we (my two sisters and i) served my dad his divorce papers today. yeah, so we are all now disowned, preetttyyy tight, but i honestly can say, i don't care. he's immature, and has only brought me down growing up. my brother dustin raised me, not him. he's an idiot. cut my hair. not what i wanted, but who cares. 2 ♥ loud and clear

[30 Aug 2005|05:09pm] school is so boring. math is too fucking easy. it's adding "big" numbers, but fuck taking a class that gives homework! my english teacher is a dumbass, she agrees with everything, even if it's wrong. then TA, where i sit and laugh at stupid freshmen, mainly the boys "hey baby, so, what year are you" "old enough to be your mother" i crack myself up. econ, uahsgdjas, we do nothing, but talk about stocks, yearbook, and archiving. basically classes that do nothing, ever. i wish is would have stayed in an AP class or something, give me something to do, fuuuuccckkkkkkkkkk. sarah and i are locker buddies. i can't open it though, i have a freshmen boy do it. he's my hero. hahahah. FISHES 2 ♥ loud and clear

[29 Aug 2005|05:48pm] i need to dye my hair, and get it cut, i was going to grow it out for senior pictures, but fuck it, i'm getting it cut and dying it darker. MY MOM BROUGHT HOME A KITTEN. what the fuck, we have 3 we can't get rid of, why the fuck would she bring home another one? for the love of god. someone take a fucking kitten, stupid little fuckheads. school is easy, i don't do shit all day, just sit there. someone fucking text me because shit gets dull 6617174500. 1 ♥ loud and clear

[28 Aug 2005|03:47pm] people talk to much. i hate highschool. fucking grow up thanks. i'm too forgiving. grrrr. god damn. i need to stop that. so sarah castle goes to bhs, i think thats pretty sweet. next weekend better be fun, or i will be pissed off. i realize now, that shit could be worse. i need money, i need a job, a car, somewhere else to live, i can't take my moms shit. she's worse then my dad was, its pretty annoying, getting screamed at for no reason, oh well, i think my brother and i are going to move out soon anyway, she sucks big time. send me music, because i'm bored of shit now. thannkkksss. 3 ♥ loud and clear

[27 Aug 2005|01:25pm] i signed up for driving school, after having the money forover a year, i start the saturday after next.. cool. tonight i have alex's birthday dinner and stuff. courtneys dad and my mom have a date tomorrow? maybe.... HUH COURTNEY HUH? haha. 2 ♥ loud and clear

[25 Aug 2005|10:08pm] i hate pretty much everyone and everything right now. i've been so bitter lately, i'm going crazy. everything is stressing me out. i have no idea why. it's not school, i have hardly any real classes, i feel like shit lately, i always want to cry. i find stupid reasons to be upset about. this is insane. i don't really hang out with anyone, or like to for that matter. i've become a damn hermit. i'd rather sleep then do anything with anyone. having friends, and hanging out with them is a hassle, i give up. i don't care anymore, but thats a lie, because i do care, just not enough. ahh, whatever. my eye won't stop twitching. it's been at it for two days now. i'm back on sleeping pills.

[25 Aug 2005|05:55pm] internet is back up and running wonderful, well pretty good. ha. i was getting bored, i started running and shit. haha. so i'm eating healthy. woah haha. oh man. so my screen name doesnt work? says wrong password, yea, cool. i stepped on a nail, sucks. alex's birthday big one eight. loser i feel like shit. what should i do with my hair. it sucks right now damnit. loud and clear

[22 Aug 2005|05:43pm] so school, it's pretty gay. but it happppppeeennnsss. I HAVE NO INTERNET. so you're going to have to call me or text me jerks. my dads cool and shut it off and shit, pretty awesome. 6617174500. hoes. courtney, call me, we gotta hang out and stuff, after school one of these days, i don't do anything but sleep and eat after school haha. :] gotta plan that date! 2 ♥ loud and clear

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